As a Cancerian, I have always found it hard to express my emotions. I am easily influenced by my surroundings, and I tend to worry excessively about things that are beyond my control. This fear and susceptibility often lead to a lack of security within me - a feeling I believe is shared by many other Cancerians.

When it comes to English writing, this sentiment only gets amplified. English is not my mother tongue, and the sheer complexity of the language makes me feel inferior. The little voice inside my head constantly reminds me that my vocabulary is inadequate, that my grammar is poor, and that I'll never be able to express myself effectively in this language.

To combat this sense of insecurity, I often turn to my trusted friend, Google. I search for synonyms, idioms, and other English expressions that will make me sound smarter and more articulate. But deep down, I know that this is just a temporary fix. I can't rely on Google to bail me out every time I sit down to write something in English.

So what's the solution?

I believe that the key to overcoming this lack of security lies in practice. The more I write, the more comfortable I become with the language. Practice helps me find my voice, express my thoughts articulately, and build my confidence. It also allows me to identify my weaknesses, and work on improving them.

Another useful tip is to read extensively. Reading helps me learn new words, understand the context in which they are used, and appreciate the nuances of the language. It also exposes me to different writing styles, which helps me develop my own unique style.

Lastly, I remind myself that being a non-native English speaker is not a disadvantage - it's a strength. My perspective is different from that of a native speaker, and that makes my writing unique. I can use this to my advantage, and create content that is creative and interesting.

In conclusion, being a Cancerian who struggles with English writing often feels like an uphill battle. But with practice, reading, and a positive mindset, I can overcome this insecurity and become a confident English writer. And who knows, maybe someday I'll even be able to write without relying on Google.